I have asperger's (autism spectrum disorder). I'm not good at making friends. I'm not good at being 'normal'. I'm great at combat. I'm great at music composition. I'm great at creating. I'm even good at collaboration.

Making new friends or being social... those are the tough spots.

I've been on this site for years. I've been out since I knew I was gay. I thought being a professional athlete and being honest about myself would get gay fans and at least a small cult following. The gays act scared of me. The straights are scared of me. I am afraid I will grow to an advanced age and say I never got the chance to live out my dreams and fantasies, even though I am young enough for them all to happen now.

My professional career was sabotaged by Pittsburgh's promoters and Pittsburgh's coaches. Has your coach ever told you that you can't go to the gym a week before a fight? Has your coach ever cut off communication with you before a fight, right after your face is on the newspaper for being an openly gay fighter? Has your promoter ever held the fighters meeting without you there, then get mad at you for the rules being bent?

I have. I went through what every closeted gay fears.
And still I rise...

If I am scary to you, then you should stretch your butthole or open your vagina (I heard those things can take a good dicking).