WORLD OF RAWR

At some point, I think we all end up having those moments that we would like to retract or redo. Specifically, we wrestle people and then, in retrospect, consider if we would have made that same choice.

Kind of like going to a restaurant, eating, then going "Hm. That was OK..." but not as good as you remembered.

In my case, the wrestling was cool but the aftermath left me in an odd space like "Is this what I wanted?" for a day or two. In my world, the erotic element is more happy (and enjoyed) afterthought... except in this case. In this case, it was a bit more like a checkpoint or signpost than a euphoric aside.

But you live and learn. I'm sure this lesson will come in handy sooner than later and that lesson is: "listen to yourself the first time. It is OK to change your mind."

That bit of musing aside, I hope you're having an enjoyable day.