TOROSO's blog
Needing something new
Same shit different day, this year has been AWFUL for most faucets of my life.
Littered with empty promises and white lies. Im ready, starving to meet someone new. I wanna develop and network to learn to be a better fighter. Just bored trapped in this mining town. Really disheartened and back to questioning why im even here.
No one in AZ actually wants to coach/train/teach here. Let alone meet any locals. Gotten fuck all for communication. Just need a break...
Till then, ill dream of better days... ones i can prove im worth a damn.
Maleboxing (2)
9/24/2023 3:13 PMYou are worthy and I feel you I been questioning myself why I'm here and sometime feel that don't exist either but message me if you can bro
PhoenixBigBear (19 )
9/24/2023 5:05 PMToroso,
Don't devalue yourself, man, you're a standout, real man whom I admire. We met a while ago and I was very impressed by your manliness, your genuineness, your strength inside and outside. You struck me as a guy who knows who he is and respects who he will become.
We've all gone through periods when things are seemingly against us in one form or another. I call them dry periods, times when we can't seem to connect with others the way we want. And there's the guys who lie and deceive and turn out to be phonies. Yep, we all find these types on our path.
I believe the key is to keep your self-respect, your self-esteem, honor your values and continue to be the man – the excellent man – you are. You were put on this earth to be the man you are, not have something to prove to anyone but yourself.
Please know I send you my support and respect and admiration. I wish I could offer coaching, training, teaching but I don't have the stuff to offer. But I can offer support for you in a downer time, also friendship and respect. It might be time to make some changes, changes that benefit you. Only you can know what needs you have.
Stay strong and hold on to whatever is good in your life.